huh~

im so fucked-up.

im so down.

im so dead.

=.=

da bosan baru nak cari aku kannn..

takpee..

tenang seketika.

bila senyap seketika ni.

baru leh otak berfikir dengan waras.

aku dengan hidupku.

dia dengan hidupnya.

aku rasa perlu untuk tumpukan kepada hidupku dulu.

kemudian keluarga ku.

aku tak punya apa-apa,kecuali keluarga ku.

susah senang aku depa ja yang bantu.

ILMFSM.

I love my family so much.

tak lupa jugak kawan2 aku yang sentiasa ada kala susah senang.

nak sebut suma ramai la.

ni beberapa yg aku rapat.

(susunan ni random)

odeng,azwan,syark,mus,k.d,Q,iky,suzy,tira,n ramai lagi.

ILMFSFM.

I love my friend so fucking much!

=(

hati.

hati aku kosong.sifar.

kosong tanpa teman,tanpa peneman,tanpa berteman.

kosong tanpa kasih,tanpa kekasih,tanpa berkasih.

berkata ku sendirian.tak mengapa.

memberi,memberi dan terus memberi.

tiada siapa yang sudi.

kini aku faham,aku mengerti.

siapa aku disisi.

i dont give a damn.

aku hanya menyeksa diri aku sendiri.

untuk membuat orang lain bahagia.

bencinya.

baik aku diam.senyap.kelu.

semuanya salah.aku x mengerti.

atau aku salah erti.

usaha disia-sia.

jasa disisa.

Inspired.

Inspired to update my second blog.
Inspired to put some of my handcraft-pix on FLickr.

If then,would you read em'?

Jealousy.

If jealousy is a sin.

Then,I am the biggest sinner!

:(

Saya ikhlas berkawan dengan awak.

Tapi awak.

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Sunyi sepi je..

21/11/2010.22:02

Jika anda mencintai seseorang,
lepaskan dia pergi…
jika dia kembali, dialah milikmu…
jika dia tidak kembali, dia bukanlah jodohmu…

:(

aku memang hidup untuk dibenci.

orang yg paling aku sayang kt dunia ni pon cakap dia benci aku.

ya.memang aku layak untuk dibenci.

im dumb,ugly,fat ass jerk who trying to live the life happily.

aku slalu jaga hati org lain.tapi hati aku ni.

erm..entah laa.

apa nak jadi-jadi la..

aku penat.

Hey you~Im sorry.

Hey you.

Yes,Im talking to you.

Hmm,its hard actually to have a conversation with you.

Yeah I know,Im always busy with my stuff.

But that doesn't mean I totally forgetting you.

I always remember you.Every second of my breath counts for you.

I always trying so hard to be someone else.

But,in the end.

Everyone know I am the best.You are the best.We are the best.

I heart you heart. XOXO.ILOVEMYSELF.

P/S:Deeper conversation.

Eeuww~

Erk,tolong la weh.Aku langsung x berminat nak tackle or flirt dengan kau.

Kau ingat kau chantekk! Oh please la. Perasan sungguh. 

Kau ingat aku tegur kau sebab aku nak 'ayat' kau?

Memang TAK LA!

Aku tegur kau sebab nak tanya kau siapa.

Kalau x perlu aku nak remove kau.

Rasanya kau yang gedik2 add aku.

Kalau aku x approve pon tape.

Menyampah sampah! 

Perempuan gedik!

Belajar.

Im stressed out.Im sorry if I make you feel sad.Im sorry if I make u mad.

But promise is a promise right? You got it.

:)

Thanks for the holiday.It was fun,cute and sexy.

I hope we're together.Always.

Studying.Journalism & Public Relations is on the list.

Learning guitar as well.Extreme-More than words.

:D  Peace!

Thanks fer the wishes!

Alhamdulillah

Bangun pagi ni.Terasa tenang.Terasa bersyukur.

Disusuli berita gembira.Alhamdulillah.

Carry mark COM264 da dapat.54/60.

Syukur.Terima kasih groupmates.

Harits-Paling sporting.

Aslina-Paling sabar.(dengan perangai aku ni~)

Aina-Paling dedikasi.

Ika-Paling cool.

Thanks korang.Harap dapat bekerjasama lagi lepas ni.

Jom,study CTU plak.

Tata!

Peg-gie bank!

"Someday" is a dangerous word.

(Knight and Day,2010).

It is true,it is a very dangerous word.

It  keeps us warm and happy in la-la world.

So.

I am trying real hard not to use the word.

If I want something,Im going to have it.

For now, I need to save some money.

For the things that I want and I need.

Chill. :)

Ngeeee~~

Tido lambat.

Bangun petang.

Nak basuh baju.

Mandi jom!

Bellalism.

BEL.Bella.Bella Luna.

Yeah baby.Im done with you.

Fuck off from my list.

4 papers to go.

Hell yeah!!

Absurd.Retarded.

Yosh!

I am so lazy rite now.

Can I have a 'studying-hard-in-5-hours' pills please!

But still I have plenty of times to spend with my friends.

Last night was fun.

From Gombak to UniKL MIAT,Sepang then UKM then back to Gombak.

It was fun hanging out with old friends from N.S.

Today.Gombak-UniKL-USIM-KL.

Tomorrow:Gombak-Bukit Jalil-Melaka.

Bye-Bye Wifi.Bye-Bye World.

P/S:"You're sweet"

R.E.D.O

I have remove all my previous post.

It was nothing.Just crap.crap.crap.

So,I am going to write.

starting new.

trying to put my life again.